i seem to be always available.
whenever someone is upset,
they talk to me,
which im fine with,
but who talks to me when I'm upset?
Don't get me wrong, I have no problem letting someone vent to me. In fact, I feel honored that someone had the guts to reach out to me and speak about whatever is going on with them. Its hard to be vulnerable. To them, I am their "person"
But... why is that never reciprocated? where is my person? Do I even have one? I am not sure.
I try to not beat myself up about the fact I don't have someone. I am good at holding everything in. I can smile, and talk to you like I am doing perfectly fine.
I am scared of letting someone know what hurts me. Not everyone is a genuine person, some are just nosey. They do not care about you, they just want to know whats going on. People will pretend to care and then go and tell everyone what is going on with you. I just don't like being vulnerable. So, maybe they think I don't need my person?
A lot of people who are older than I am seem to say one thing in perticular to me... "what do you have to be upset about as a teenager? Your life isnt hard. Wait until you become an adult."
That saying about how you never know what someone is going through is cliché, but true.
The truth is, you will never be able to understand exactly what someone is going through.
You'll never understand why they hurt so much.
Until it's you.
Until you are the one hitting rock bottom and then you finally see.
What made them so upset.
And then it hits you.
It's not about understanding.
It's about being there for someone when they need you.
It's about being their person.
Sunday, October 25, 2015
Saturday, October 10, 2015
SNUPPS APP
HI everyone! Welcome back to my blog. So in Nazanin Kavari's most recent video she mentions an app called Snupps. Basically its a form of pinterest, but you get to upload your life! I downloaded this app like an hour ago and I am obsessed. I have so many ideas running through my head about what I can do on it! Right now I am uploading pictures of my lipsticks. I plan on creating a fall make up shelf, and I have a board for October Favorites so when I love a new product all I have to do is take a picture of the product, and type the brand and color name and volia, you automatically can see what I am loving at the (literal) moment. I said I have only been playing with it for an hour or so but I just had to write a post about it. You can find me on Snupps at haiitsaubree or Aubree Valentine. I will be blogging as normal but I wanted a more visual way to show you guys what I am loving.
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Thursday, October 1, 2015
SEPTEMBER FAVORITES
Hi babiessss :) I decided to do another blog post for you since I have been trying new products! This month is my birthday month so shoutout to all my virgos out there xoxo.
1. Maybelline Fit Me Foundation: Matte and Poreless
I already have the dewy and smooth which I also love, but for school and it just being abnormally hot outside I picked up the matte foundation before school started. I have only used the dewy foundation when I am sick. I live up north so in the winter times its going to be a great hydrating foundation.
2. MAC PREP & PRIME FIX +
If God himself ever told me I could only use one product for the rest of my life it would be the MAC Prep & Prime Fix +. I use it after I moisturize to work as another layer of moisturization and a primer. Then when I am done with my make up I set it.
3. Anastasia Beverly Hills Traveler Palette
I really do not need another palette. I think I am content with this one right now. I posted pictures of my make up from my birthday (sept. 21st) and I got requests for a video and I used shades from this palette and the naked palette so I am filming that when I get back from vacation! :)
4. Coco Chanel Mademoiselle Perfume
I rarely ever hange up my perfume. I have a pretty sensitive nose, so I do get nauseous easily with fruity smelling perfumes. I went into Nordstrom a few weeks ago and I stopped by the perfume counter. (I get a perfume for christmas or my birthday from my parents) and I asked the lady what the most popular Chanel perfume is, and she pointed me to this one. She gave me a sample to wear to see how I like it and then I decided I wanted it for my birthday. It is in the $90 range but because its more of an oil you only need one spray and you are G for like two days (with showering)
5. VSCO
I absolutely love photography, but I always worry about posting pictures and the amount of likes and whatever. VSCO is an app where you can post photos to your grid, and express yourself. I find myself taking a lot more pictures since getting this app!
6. Coastal Scents Synthetic Blending Brush
I don't normally talk about brushes on my blog, mainly because I use the same ones everyday, but I have been using the Coastal Scents Synthetic Blending brush to blend colors in my crease and it is amazing. A lot of brushes that are stiff tend to leave a chalky look on your eyes after applying color, but this brush is super soft.
7. Urban Decay Perversion Mascara:
I got a sample of this mascara from Ulta for my birthday, and I have been wearing it ever since. It longates my lashes, and makes them look long and full. My only issue with it is I'm pretty sure its waterproof and I hate the way waterproof mascara ruins my lashes.
8. Real Techniques Brushes:
I have this set. From left to right, I use the far left brush to apply foundation (if I don't use my Sakura brush) and if I need to blend any harsh lines. Middle brush I use to apply highlight, right brush I use to contour. It fits perfectly in my cheekbone. Overall, for the price, Real Techniques has great brushes. I really want to try some of their Bold Metals Collection. Tweet me if you've used any brushes from that line and your thoughts on it.
1. Maybelline Fit Me Foundation: Matte and Poreless
I already have the dewy and smooth which I also love, but for school and it just being abnormally hot outside I picked up the matte foundation before school started. I have only used the dewy foundation when I am sick. I live up north so in the winter times its going to be a great hydrating foundation.
2. MAC PREP & PRIME FIX +
If God himself ever told me I could only use one product for the rest of my life it would be the MAC Prep & Prime Fix +. I use it after I moisturize to work as another layer of moisturization and a primer. Then when I am done with my make up I set it.
3. Anastasia Beverly Hills Traveler Palette
I really do not need another palette. I think I am content with this one right now. I posted pictures of my make up from my birthday (sept. 21st) and I got requests for a video and I used shades from this palette and the naked palette so I am filming that when I get back from vacation! :)
4. Coco Chanel Mademoiselle Perfume
I rarely ever hange up my perfume. I have a pretty sensitive nose, so I do get nauseous easily with fruity smelling perfumes. I went into Nordstrom a few weeks ago and I stopped by the perfume counter. (I get a perfume for christmas or my birthday from my parents) and I asked the lady what the most popular Chanel perfume is, and she pointed me to this one. She gave me a sample to wear to see how I like it and then I decided I wanted it for my birthday. It is in the $90 range but because its more of an oil you only need one spray and you are G for like two days (with showering)
5. VSCO
I absolutely love photography, but I always worry about posting pictures and the amount of likes and whatever. VSCO is an app where you can post photos to your grid, and express yourself. I find myself taking a lot more pictures since getting this app!
6. Coastal Scents Synthetic Blending Brush
I don't normally talk about brushes on my blog, mainly because I use the same ones everyday, but I have been using the Coastal Scents Synthetic Blending brush to blend colors in my crease and it is amazing. A lot of brushes that are stiff tend to leave a chalky look on your eyes after applying color, but this brush is super soft.
7. Urban Decay Perversion Mascara:
I got a sample of this mascara from Ulta for my birthday, and I have been wearing it ever since. It longates my lashes, and makes them look long and full. My only issue with it is I'm pretty sure its waterproof and I hate the way waterproof mascara ruins my lashes.
8. Real Techniques Brushes:
I have this set. From left to right, I use the far left brush to apply foundation (if I don't use my Sakura brush) and if I need to blend any harsh lines. Middle brush I use to apply highlight, right brush I use to contour. It fits perfectly in my cheekbone. Overall, for the price, Real Techniques has great brushes. I really want to try some of their Bold Metals Collection. Tweet me if you've used any brushes from that line and your thoughts on it.
9. Tarte Amazonian Clay eyeliner in black:
If you are looking for the blackest black eyeliner that has ever existed, look no further. After awhile, my eyeliner would rub off onto my crease. Or pigment would get onto my liner and it wouldnt look as pigmented, but I wouldn't have to worry about it with the Tarte eyeliner.
10. MAC Giambattista Valli Eugenie Lipstick
I know, limited edition. BUT, I more so love the color than the actual lipstick. There are plenty of other brands that carry those dark vampy plum colors. I just like this specific color.
That is it for my September favorites! If you follow me on Twitter you will know what my next tutorial is. :))))
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